All joking aside that was my question most of my life.
As a child, I knew I was different.
I would have spirits come in my room at night. I would hear voices during the daytime and I would always have strong emotions towards different people, which now I know is energy. Being a child with so many other things going on in life this was a challenge. I felt that if I spoke of the things happening to me people would think I was crazy! I felt one thing strongly and that was the feeling of spiritual connections.
From a very young age I searched for that Divine connection that I knew this lifetime was lacking.
You see, both my parents were alcoholics so they weren’t really connected to the Divine. My brother was older than me so he was not thinking about spirit. He was more concerned with what sport he was playing next. Meanwhile I was trying to find a ride to church at 6 years old because this is a place I felt spirit. I didn’t connect with the rules of church I just knew I loved the feeling I had while there. As I became older I was always the friend that everyone came to for advice. I seemed to always be right.
Spirit continued to visit me almost every night and I continued to keep it a secret.
Until I got older and could not deny it any longer. My gifts came through like a gang buster! There was no denying them. It was time! Spirit did not allow one more day go by without me acknowledging them. At that time, I knew I had to seek the help of someone that could understand what I was going through. I sought out a spiritual adviser and saw her for quite some time. She and other teachers helped me to develop and control my gifts. I know now that I have a god given gift. It is something I will never take for granted or deny. It is a blessing to be able to help others with their gifts and watch them grow into amazing spiritual beings.
You see, I know what it’s like to be scared or confused.
To question everything and still feel like you are going in circles. But I will say, once you let the self talk drop to the way side and embrace your beautiful and amazing gifts you will be showered with blessings.
What an amazing and crazy ride this is! We chose this lifetime to co-create and have a wild journey of tasting, touching, feelings, & seeing.
Don’t deny your journey, Embrace it!